Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Blinded by love



How can somoene be so blinded by love?

I guess I mean to say that I was blinded by love

All I saw was the good in the person
I thought I knew him so well too
But before I knew it the truth started coming out slowly
I accepted it without a problem because well thats the type of person I am
But than there was the truth that killed the most
The truth that hurt me so much
He fell out of love
I guess that happens its life right?
Its all apart of the expierences in life
But what hurt me was I didnt find out from him
I found out from his bestfriend
Than I found out it was suppose to be one big secret
How the hell can you be with someone who only cares about themselves,
And cant tell you how they truely feel?
How can you be in a relationship with someone who cant even be truthful?
How can you be in a relationship with someone who is so emotionless?
So it wasnt meant to be
And I ended it hoping it would end the way I felt deep down
Sure I took it hard at first but when your away from all the drama and shit
like that
Boy does it ever feel good!
I'll find someone special one day
There are other guys in the world
Written by: Angela Chiodo
07/22/09

No such thing as perfect


Full of happiness

No negative thoughts or comments

No stress and no depression

Everything as peaceful as can be

Everyone being accepted for who they truely are

Living peaceful lives

That just seems like a perfect day to me

But too good to be true

There's no such thing as perfect

Things can either get better or worse

There's never a perfevt day for me

The word perfect isn't even in my vocabulary

Does not exist

It's as good as it gets

There's always atleast one person...

One person trying to bring me down

When will this stop

Let's just hope things get better for the best...

The best of thigns and the best of me

Better instead of worse

Well if not, I can always dream

Wish upon a falling star

Pray to the heavens

That i have a guardian angel

Guardian angel sent from above to save me and set me free


Written by: Angela Chiodo

01/01/09